Self-Support to Move From Scattered to Stable
I experienced myself a bit scattered today. This is often actually that I experience myself in this way. I had a few things to do today so this broke up my day and found within my day that I was not able to settle myself effectively and really establish myself Here within what I was doing.
So I am looking at this point of how to effectively stabilize myself within my world.
The first points which come up are:
1.Stop participating in the mind
2.Stick to simplicity
3.Stick to breath
With this first point I see that when I participate in my mind, where in I accept and allow myself to engage within the dialogue in my head, that I am not stable, and that if I were to actually Stop participating within my mind that I would actually be stable within my world, and be here, and be able to effectively assess my world with common sense and direct myself accordingly .
So I require to be more effective within this point of “stopping the mind” from the perspective of not engaging with the thoughts, pictures, emotions, voices, debates etc, but assist and support myself to remain Here and not participate with the “Back-Chat” that is the mind.
I see that my “Back-Chat” is fucking extensive, My mind is automated literally 24/7 and so if I am not Here and aware in every moment and supporting me to remain HERE and be HERE as myself as silence in each and every moment, Supporting me to exist here where there is no “movement” or “energy fluctuations” then it is the mind that is here as me as thoughts, feelings, emotions, as movements and fluctuations within and as self.
Thus I require to ground me. To Earth Myself.
So I see I must be more effective in actually supporting me to Stop my mind, and stop engaging in the conversations in my head.
Thus to support me, I simply stop participating with any voice, and thought, that exist inside me / within my mind, and that I must be ruthless within this, as to not allow myself to trick me into participating within the mind
Life for example how “positive thoughts” are fucking deceptive as these generally “feel good” to participate in and “seem harmless” but this is mind as a program and so to participate in these ‘positive thoughts’ one is actually supporting the mind, and in this case enhancing my own instability which I mentioned in the beginning of this post, from the perspective of “feeling scattered”
So this is where I am going to start to assist and support myself to re-establish my stability of Self, I am going to push the point of Stopping Myself from Participating, engaging within conversations, thoughts within my mind. Where as soon as I notice that I am actually existing as a voice in my mind as Back-Chat as thought, and as soon as I notice that I am participating within an energetic fluctuation or movement within me than I stop immediately, as I realize that this is my mind, and immediately bring myself back here.
And within this I focus on simplicity. And use breath as a stability point, by focusing on breath, my breathing, to assist and support me to remain Here in the physical with and as my physical body, and not “up in there” in my mind.